We all have heard (and experienced) how different the job market and career paths are today as compared to that of our parents’ and grandparents’ generations. Almost everything has changed. In high school and college, pivotal years in determining “what you want to do with the rest of your life,” I cannot count how many times friends, colleagues, and family members told me that “figuring out what you want to do is the hardest part of starting your career.” I used to take this at face value. These are smart people, my closest friends, those that know me best. Plus, it makes sense. Making such a big decision, a choice to pursue a certain career path in a particular industry, is undoubtedly life-changing, and something that generations of past just did and never looked back.
But it’s not true.
I was surprised to find myself thinking about this daily during the first part of my summer internship. See, to me, what actually matters is staying connected to the WHY, not losing sight of the emotional drive that leads to decisions.
This has hit me from a lot of angles this year, and especially this summer. Applying to business school is quite the task: stressful, detailed, requires certainty. And then you are accepted and swept up in the excitement of going back to school, being able to sleep in on a weekday, and finding new friends. And then things get tough. Group projects, exams, late nights, working on the weekends. During these less-than-stellar times, it is easy to question what you are doing. Why did I willingly decide to pay more than I would like to admit to go back to school in my late 20s? I fought off this questioning for a year and managed to carry on just fine.
But then my internship with Inspiring Capital brought me back to reconnecting with who I am and why I have made the decisions I have. Inspiring Capital provides training programs and consulting services to help organizations pursue profits and purpose together. This summer, we have a group of 18 MBA fellows and 7 undergraduate interns, all paired with a nonprofit organization for a 10-week consulting project. Before I get into my actual project assignment work, it is important to note the impact that Inspiring Capital alone has had on my journey. Being around others equally as motivated to do good business is inspiring, but we were challenged to go even further to dig deep into our “why.” After identifying what attracts our heads and hearts, the team challenged us to think creatively about how we can appease both of these criteria. Most of the summer fellows are graduate students that have already made the choice to pursue a career pivot. But in the chaos of a summer internship in NYC, what we have all pushed aside is why we chose to do this. Being asked to write down what we love, what skills we have, and how we want to marry those things together was incredibly reinvigorating simply because, as I mapped out the literal words, I found that I am on track.
Cue: relief.
The hardest part is not making the decision to make a change, it is being able to keep the reason you had to make a change at your core. It is: remembering why.
This personal journey has been refreshing, and has come at the perfect time. Not only for me, but for my client as well. This summer, through Inspiring Capital, I am working with Sponsors for Educational Opportunity (SEO), an educational nonprofit in NYC that provides free academic programming, career counseling, and internship search support to low-income and underrepresented high school students and young professionals. Their four programs (Scholars, Career, Law, Alternative Investments) have been incredibly powerful and have propelled SEO to be one of the most successful and largest educational support institutions in the area. SEO is entirely funded through donations and recently received such a large increase in funding that they doubled the number of students they support, and set a goal to double service again in the next five to ten years. Incredible!
The less-than-rosy side of this equation is that internal organizational and operational infrastructure has not changed since business has expanded and the organization is not poised to accommodate or sustain such growth. Employees are strained and overworked; the lack of process, inadequate staffing, and inefficient, manual execution methods only make morale worse and further reduce the possibility of hitting deadlines. I interviewed numerous employees in different departments and at different levels, and they all wanted one thing: to get back to why they are there. Employees do not work at SEO for the money or the title; they work there for the mission. The passion. The message. They want to get back to remembering that, to feeling that every day, and not being bogged down by process, policy and execution. Now I am also inspired to help them refresh and reset. They are ready for it, and Inspiring Capital is going to help them get there.
There are logical decisions and there are emotional decisions and sometimes those criteria merge together, and those are the most powerful decisions. They make sense and they mean something. They are strong not because of their rationality, but because they are intrinsically important, evoking a visceral response as well. This is what matters. And this is what I have reconnected with this summer through Inspiring Capital and SEO. I am so thankful for this opportunity to help others get to the same place.
My internship is wrapping up in just a few weeks. Much more to come at that time regarding my actual assignment work including assessment, strategy, deliverables, and challenges. I am so energized about these next few weeks and am thankful that Inspiring Capital has given me the opportunity to work with the humbling SEO to improve their operations so they can continue to improve others’ lives.
-Candice Arner, MBA 2019
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